wake up in the morning,i say to myself another day,but i feel like is not going to be a good day,i just feel like packing and just going any where,life is going to be sort now,wife i care about,but it a lot of thinking i am doing now,have 2 jobs,i am not getting any where,banging my head against  the wall,i do have faith in god,but i don't know what to do,i am tired and sick,love to see the light at the end of the tunnel,that not going to happen,i need and answer,but i just feel it to much for me,